Wah! I’m very busy! Recently, my workload had been increasing. In addition, I was also involved in my mentoring events and problems! Problems are everywhere! Anyway, I kind of like all these tasks because it keeps me occupied and therefore, I don’t have to keep on thinking of FOOD always.. HAHA!

Ok! Let’s see. Hmmm. What to talk about? Ouh ya! I’m actually waiting for my first SIP allowance which is TOMORROW! But I have to budget on my spending. THANKS to the stupid INTERNET DIAL-UP BILL! Luckily, the service will be terminated this 30th May. Then, I also have to pay my handphone bill and also for transportation. Additionally, I need to give some to my beloved parents. Then I also need to do some saving so that I can buy a laptop. AND DON’T FORGET! To keep some for ME! I have so many things to buy. HAHA! I want buy clothes, shoes, pants, cologne and maybe MORE OF IT..lol!

Whatever it is, ONE THING MUST BE CLEAR! I can’t be stingy to my parents. For me, I feel that they have been sacrificing a lot for me and my sister. So now is time for me to do the same thing for them. I really appreciate what they have done for me. I feel lucky to have such caring, responsible and understanding parents.

Ok lah! Let’s talk about mood swings. Don’t ask me why. It just comes to my mind. I HATE MOOD SWINGERS! I’m not referring to mood swings due to PMS or whatever natural causes of it. I’m referring to some people who just don’t know how to control their feelings. Sometimes I wonder why they behave that way. If I want to think in a more considerate manner, maybe these mood swingers are having problems. LOTS OF PROBLEMS AT HAND that they just like to SWING THEIR MOODS everyday, GET ANGRY AT PEOPLE FOR NO REASONS and what so ever. OK! I sympathises you.. But do you realize that if you always experience mood swings and get angry with the same person everytime, that particular person eventually develop his/her ability and potential to also SWING THEIR MOODS TO YOU AND SLAPPED YOU RIGHT ON YOUR FACE! And guess what? When MOOD SWINGERS meet NEW MEMBER OF MOOD SWINGERS = ASSHOLES CLUB! And this ASSHOLES CLUB MEMBERS will influence others! SO BEWARE OF MOOD SWINGERS!

Advice for those people out there who have friends that experience extreme mood swings, please SWING AWAY from them. Try to help them if you are the type who is very helpful. But if it didn’t work out, it’s better that you avoid them or else you’ll get affected for NO REASONS!

Advice for MOOD SWINGERS. Beware of yourself! You might not want to be carried away with your emotions.

“Mood swings are also linked with ADHD and other hyperactive disorders. This is because being hyperactive can cause your emotions to sometimes run wild. mood swings are sometimes a very natural thing that everyone experiences at different times in their life. If you only go through them once in awhile then you shouldn't worry. However, if you begin to go through extreme mood swings and have no idea why, then you should visit your doctor to see if there is a medical condition that is causing you to go through these problems. Severe mood swings can damage relationships and cause friendships to be lost, don't let this happen to you if you are having problems.”

Source: http://www.articledashboard.com/Article/Mood-Changes-Causes/172377

Hopefully it will be a good information for all of you!

Au Revoir! (Means ‘BYE’ in French)

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Today, I and my mother went to check out my workplace which is at IBM Singapore Pte Ltd. It is located near Singapore Expo. Can say quite near from my house...

The search for the workplace was such an EXHAUSTING ONE. Probably because we went out around 12p.m to 1p.m where the temperature was so HOT! By the time we spotted my workplace, I ALREADY FELT DEHYDRATED...

Luckily there is a 7-Eleven store at Singapore Expo... So we bought a medium size 100 plus drink. AAAAAAHHHHHH! SOOO RERESHING! HAHA!

Ok lah! I think that's it for today! I have to sleep early today because tommorrow I have to wake up early for my 1st day attachment. I'M SO NERVOUS!!! Hope the working environment there is good. I WISH MYSELF ALL THE BEST! HAHA!

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Yeah! Today, I went cycling at East Coast Park. The weather forecast reported that today will be a cloudy day. But it turns out to be a HOTTY DAY! I knew I cannot trust on the weather forecast! Nick and Harry was with me. Kian Ming can't able to make it.

We suppose to meet at 10a.m but then we met at 10.30a.m. Not that bad though, but it seems the weather is getting hotter. Then, we rent a bike for 1 hour and get additional 1 hour free. We manage to cycle very long distance and stop for a while at this jetty to be MODELS. We took several pictures..

Then after returning the bike, we went to have lunch at McDonalds. Such a DANGEROUS ATTEMPT. Eat fast-food after exercising. HAHA! VERY UNHEALTHY! Don't try this at home! At McDonalds can! HAHA!

Then after that, we shift place to McCafe to have drinks and just chill out! I was quite full so I decided to buy Limeade to help burns the fat. Hopefully. HAHA! Then we were chatting all the way for about 2-3 hours there. We have so much to talk about.

Then after that, we walked from East Coast to Parkway Parade to go toilet.. HAHA! But we did stop at Samuel n Kevin to just look at some stuffs. After that, we went home..

And today, I and Shamsul had made a plan to go gym once a week. We were discussing through sms. Both of us are going to be the HUNKY MAN! MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARA! RAKAN MUDA! TANDAS BERKUALITI! HIDUP BERKUALITI! HAHHAHAHA!

Anyway, today was enjoyable. I LIKE!

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Today, I had a very tiring day. It started by today, I have to wake up DAMN early, around 6 a.m to get ready to go to Tampines West Community Centre to attend the Student Forum there. The forum starts at 8 a.m till 3.30p.m. I and 2 other committee members and 1 sub-committee member from the other CCA were involved.

I thought that the forum will be between student leaders from various polytechnic. But it turns out to be that we are the only polytechnic students that were invited. Other tertiary school students that were invited is 5 students from Tampines JC. And about 80% of the paticipants are secondary school students. I was like "DID I GO TO THE WRONG FORUM!" But soon we found out that it is actually a forum between all the instutions within the tampines area. So yup, we have to mingle, play games and discuss with the secondary school kids. Not bad, I like it though.

GAMES? Yes! There's games and running around and THEY CALL THAT A FORUM! I think they have to check the dictionary again. But it is only the first half of the event and then we proceed to normal discussion on certain topics. But I still think, the word FORUM should not be use. I feel like I've been cheated. HAHA! Not only that, when I was inform of the invitation by this SAA person, she asked us to wear smart casual. However, when we went there, we were given a t-shirt for us to change to. SO WHAT'S WITH THE SMART CASUAL? They can just asked us to where normal clothings so I don't have to waste my time to decide which of my smart clothes to wear.

I don't feel comfortable initially but luckily the facilitators there are mostly, an ex-TP students. So it doesn't feel that uncomfortable because WE ARE FAMILY! HAHA!

Anyway, all of the participants were allocated into different groups. So for the first half of the event, we have the games session. So we have to run around to different games stations ala Amazing Race. Then after that we played the HUNTER, FIRE, EARTHQUAKE games and also build a very tall structure using only a number of magazines provided to each group.

Then later, I was interviewed by this reporter. He looks familiar though. If I'm not wrong, he's a reporter for Suria news. Then he asked me all sorts of questions and SUDDENLY, Mr MasAgos (I think he's the Minister for Tampines GRC) came in. I was shocked but I manage to maintain my COOL! He was suppose to grace the event as GOH but I dunno when he will be coming down to the place. So I'm stuck between him, reporter, event organiser and several other guests. OUH MY GOD! HOW EMBARASSING IS THAT! But Mr MasAgos makes me feel comfortable. He asked me several questions. I manage to answer him with full of confidence. I GUESS? However, eventually, I found myself to be the EXTRA among the crowd. So I decided to move out from the crowd and join my group back who is at the other end of the hall and discussing on topics regarding YOUTHS.

So for the other half of the event, we have discussion sessions. We discuss on how to improve the CC in order to make it more youth-friendly.

Overall, I kind of like the event. I manage to meet lots of people. And in my group there is this 2 secondary school girls. One is sweet and pretty and the other one is CRAZY! She reminds me of one of my primary school friends. This primary school friend of mine, likes to talk very loud and laugh when she's sleepy, tired, and all other weird reasons. And this is what I experience with this girl. The first part of the event, she was OK. But then when it comes to the other half, she turns into a laughing gas. She started to talk CRAP! Asking questions which was out of the topic that we were discussing. Then she said, "HAHA! When I'm tired I tend to go CRAZY. HAHAHAHAHA!" But anyway, she's very STRAIGHT FORWARD person. VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD. She can just SLAP you literally with her questions or statement.

So this girl was asking for my handphone number and email address. I also did asked her the same thing. Then she asked me to give her my photo so she can put it in her contact. So when I call her, my photo will be dispayed. I was unwilling to give it to her. I mean like WE JUST MET! However, I didn't hear her properly so I thought she asked me to take her photo from her phone and using bluetooth to transfer to my handphone. I felt quite weird though. But I did. Then when I found out that it was actually not suppose to be like that, I was SO PAISE! I FEEL LIKE I'M A PERVERT! Take a girl photo without permission. HAHA! But she allow me to have it since she didn't say anything when I show her the photo I took from her phone. However immediately, I delete her photo from my handphone. Anyway, I didn't give my photo to her because I bluff her and said that, I'll give my picture later because I have feedback forms to fill up. Then immediately after the whole event, I and the other 2 committee members rush back home. HAHA! SCARED OF GIRL! No lah. It's just that she's UNDERAGE mah! So must be very cautious lah a little bit....

I went home after that and then have to go down again to vote for the HDB Upgrading Package. We were given this lucky draw after the voting at the polling station but TOO BAD, we didn't win. While accompanying my father voting, I saw my CCA member. She lives at the same neighbourhood and her mother was part of the RC committee I think. So she was also helping out in the voting event. Then she asked me whether I want to be part of the YOUTH WELFARE COMMITTEE thingy for the RC there. So I asked her to give more details about it. So she asked me for my handphone number to get back to me. I was like WAH! I'M SO POPULAR TODAY! ANYBODY ELSE WANTS MY HANDPHONE NUMBER! HAHA!

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