Heya!!!!

Lose 1 kg again this week.. I have 1 more week to go to reach my goal!!! Yeah!!! AND 1 MORE WEEK BEFORE MY SIP ENDS!!! More YEAH!!!!

Yesterday, I went back to school to attend TP-BP Mentors' Annual General Meeting where I'm handing over my position as the President to the new guy.. I'm VERY HAPPY to hand it over to Jun Xian because I'm very confident I didn't make the wrong choice this time... The bond between the members is SOO MUCH better than mine.. HAHA!

The event was short and sweet.. I get a voucher from the new committee and also a certificate from them... AHHHH! SOOOO SWEEEEEET! So nice of them.. I'm so proud...

And the HOT TOPIC when people saw me during the event is, "HOW YOU SLIM DOWN?" HAHA! More than 5 people including the ADVISOR asks me that question... SO PAISEH!!!!

Then after the AGM.. went off to meet shamsul at Paya Lebar.. I thot of eating delifrance compared to McDonald because of health reasons.. But I've changed my mine when I saw the price at delifrance.. DAMN EXPENSIVE..It was like way expensive than I expected.. Because initially, the price was 6 plus.. then it increases to 7 plus.. NOW!!! IT INCREASE TO ALMOST $9!!! WTH!!!

Then I asked Shamsul to eat somewhere at hawker centre.. But Sham insisted to eat at McDonald... It's not that I don't want, but I just feel guilty eating that kind of food especially when I'm astill undergoing my diet program.. Haiz.. BUT HEY!! McDonald was not a bad choice afterall... U SEE! I STILL LOST 1 KG THIS WEEK!! HAHAHA!

Haiya Zuhairi! Once in a while.. You must reward yourself!! HAHA!! I think the main thing is I must eat in moderation... Remember people... EAT IN MODERATION!!! Don't eat like THERE'S NO TOMMOROW... I usually like to eat all sorts of things in one day.. Sometimes I crave that lah.. I crave this lah.. And if I want it, I will find a way to have it on the day itself without even care whether I'm FULL or not! But what this dieting program had taught me is that, we must know that we EAT TO LIVE and not LIVE TO EAT!!!

So tips for people who is on diet but you just can't resist the temptations... Ask yourself this question, "Have I ate the required amount of food today?"... If yes, then say this to yourself, "I STILL HAVE TOMMOROW TO EAT IT"... So when tommorow comes, eat what you crave for and make sure you count it in your "required amount of food" records for that particular day.. SIMPLE SAYING LAH.. EAT IN MODERATION.. or what I can say is, IF YOU ARE FULL, BEHAVE LIKE ONE... HAHA! You eat when you're hungry...

I wish ALL THE BEST FOR WHOEVER WHO IS TRYING TO SLIM DOWN... Most importantly is DISCIPLINE... I'm confident you can DO IT!!!

This week at work, HAIZ... As I've told you guys previously... The sooner I'm leaving, THE MORE NONSENSE I FACED!!!!! You know what? I was doing this letter that needs to be send to the customer... But this time to the executives... And then when give the printed letters to my supervisor so that she can ask the manager to sign off at the bottom of it, she called me... So I was like, "NOT AGAIN! Don't say wrong grammar and spelling..."

My guess is rite.. .It's not about grammar nor spelling errors BUT!!!! "Zuhairi, why there's a FULL STOP at the end of this line?" I was like, "ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" The line is something like this:

"

• Topics covered on blah blah blah.............................. required. "

Then she was like, "How come you put full stop there?" Then I replied lah.. I said, "It is a full sentence rite? So i put a full-stop there lah.." (in a polite manner of course).. Then she was like, " Ya I know it is a full sentence but it is in bulleted form.. So if you go check the corporate websites, usually there will be no full-stop after that.. " I feel SO STUPID.. Then she added, "I'll have to be harsh on this..."

I was like THANKS A LOT AND I APPRECIATE FOR YOUR HARSHNESS ON THE STUPID PATHETIC FULL-STOP THAT WHEN THE EXECUTIVE READ IT AND IT'S DANDRUFF FALLS OVER FROM HIS/HER HEAD, IT WILL JUST COVER UP THE STUPID TINY DOT THAT WON'T EVEN COST A THING AND I FEEL LIKE SINGING "DOT DON'T COST A THING" IN FRONT OF HER AND LIKE AS IF THE READER IS GOING TO TAKE NOTE OF ALL THE DOT ON THE LETTER THAT IF THERE'S AN ERROR ABOUT IT THEY WILL GOING TO LODGE A COMPLAINT TO THE MANAGEMENT AND SUE THE COMPANY WHO SEND THE LETTER WHICH WILL THEN THEY'LL PUBLICISED TO THE NEWSPAPER AND THEN PEOPLE WILL NOT GOING TO PURCHASE ANYMORE PRODUCTS FROM THE COMPANY BECAUSE THEY WILL SEND LETTERS WITH WRONG FULL-STOP!!!!!!!!

Then I checked at the websites and guess what, SHE'S WRONG!!! Even OXFORD websites put FULL-STOP at the end of the full sentence whether or not it is in bulleted forms...

Then ah the most IRRITATING PART is that, she can overlooked the SPELLING ERROR IN THE LETTER!!!! How's that supposed to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIYA!!!!! I dunno what to say already... I know she's trying to train me on how working life is going to be.. BUT FULL-STOP!!!!!! How's that gonna secure MY FUTURE!!!!

Oklah people... CIAOZ!!!!

2kg more to lose.. And 2 weeks more before my SIP ENDS!!!!!!!! Can't wait.. And I MEAN IT! HAHA!

OK! This week, nothing much to share about... Last Saturday, went back to school for SIP lessons.. Have lunch with Nicholas and Kian Meng at KFC!!! I can't believe I'm eating there! HAHA! I just ate the Bandito as ala-carte.. Just to reward myself for my hard work in losing weight... HAHA!

Today, my family went to Yishun to attend this wedding function.. Then went shopping at Northpoint.. I thought Northpoint mall is a BIG one.. But it turns out to be very crampy.. Especially when its crowded..

And I just found out that I'm not spending my money wisely as what I've planned.. Haiz.. Must think of a new budget plan.. WHY LIKE THAT!!!

For HAFIDZ and RAFFF... Thanks for cheering me up regarding the stupid MINAH, with your WILD IMAGINATION.. HAHAHAHA!

Oklah... Very tired.. TATATITITUTU!!!

OK! This week at work was like LECTURE WEEK to me for NO SUCH REASON!! Haiz... The sooner my SIP going to end, the more NONSENSE I faced!!

Anyway, I LOST 1 MORE KG!! That really cheer me up.. lolx!

I'm telling you that this Nanyang Poly intern who is in the same team as me, is such a MINAH!!! You know how I hate MINAHS rite? At first, I don't want to think that she's a MINAH.. But recently she start showing MINAH's characteristics which just IRRITATES ME!!!

Mostly, because of her, I kena LECTURE from my supervisor.. I don't mind people advising me, but if you keep on advising me on stuff that I didn't do, it soon sounds like ACCUSING!

This NYP intern, she like to SLACK! So that time, my supervisor caught her SLACKING.. And some more ah, this MINAH was sitting just beside my supervisor.. Can you imagine that!!! And then my supervisor ask me, "Zu.. You got give her anything to do?" So, as I was busy doing some work, I was quite blur and I realise that actually I didn't give her anything to do.. SO YA.. IT'S MY FAULT! But she should take her own initiative and ask MAH! So we kena ADVISE by my supervisor..

Then, from that day onwards, I started giving her some work to do... And she started showing HER TRUE COLORS! Initially, I thot, maybe she's not a slacker lah.. Maybe it's just because I didn't give her work to do and that's why she slack around..

But when I started to give her work, I SOON DISCOVER THAT SHE'S A SLACKER!!!!!! Argh!!! Not again!!! Enough of slackers in my previous PROJECT GROUP.. AND NOW IN MY SIP!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SLACKERS! SLACKERS! GO EAT CRACKERS!!
THEY ARE EVERYWHERE AND MAKE A MESS!
SLACKERS! SLACKERS! GO EAT CRACKERS!!
IF YOU DISTURB ME, I'LL KICK YOUR ASS!!!!!
Does it rhyme? Hopefully... HAHAHAHHAA!

Can you guys imagine... Last Friday, I was giving her lots of work to do because I also have MORE lots of work to do.. So I try to share my workload as what HAD BEEN ADVISE BY MY SUPERVISOR.. Then she was like smiling and said, "YOU CANNOT DO YOURSELF IS IT!!!!" I was like "WHAT THE FUCK!!!"..

Then I was so pissed and say to her in an angry tone, "YOU WANT TO WORK OR NOT?" Then she was like, "ok, ok , I'll do it..." keeping her FAKE SMILE!!

I'm trying to help you and this is WHAT YOU REACT!!! I CAN DO IT LAH.. BUT IF I DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANYTHING TO DO.. THEN SUPERVISOR WILL THINK I'M STINGY, YOU ASSHOLE!!!!

So what now!!! Haiz.. I dunno what to do.. This thing happens many times already.. If either she ask me THAT RUDE QUESTIONS or she'll just MAKE FACES!!! She's the type where SHE THINKS THE WORK COMES ACCORDING TO HER PREFERENCES.. It means something like, WHEN SHE HAS SO MUCH THING TO DO AT HAND, SHE PREFER NOT TO RECEIVE ANYMORE WORK.. AND WHEN SHE'S FREE, SHE EXPECT ME TO GIVE HER WORK..!!! But how to give you work! While you were busy SLACKING TO HAVE YOUR REST, I was busy doing the work.. Then by the time you ask for any work, I already done the work!!!

OI! Minah!!! You think WAT!!! THE WORK IS LIKE VENDING MACHINE AH!! JUST COME OUT WHENEVER YOU ASK FOR IT!!! THAT ONE ALSO YOU MUST PAY LEH!!!

Haiz.. OK lah.. I think I really need a break.. I just need to withstand all this SHIT for another 3 MORE WEEKS before my SIP ends!!!!

Oh GOD! Please give me STRENGTH...

4 more weeks left before my internship ends!

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I've lost another 1kg this week! HAHA! Good progress! I thought I want to lose 2 kg each week. But I think, that would be too unhealthy..

Ok.. So this week, nothing much to talk about. Busy, busy, busy again with work. That's why I took a long time to reply to your tag messages.. Sorry guys.. Please bear with me.. But not too worry. If I'm really free, I'm going to flood your tagboard.. HAHA!

LIVE GREEN!!! LIVE EARTH!! I think we should consider this. It might be too nerdy to think about saving the earth.. But then people, we are living things staying on earth.. And if the earth hurts, WE HURTS!!!! No matter who we are. Whether a baby, politicians or scientists, WE WILL FACE A VERY DANGEROUS CONSEQUENCES if we didn't do anything to save the earth... So people, I urge ALL OF YOU to take at least some initiative to save the earth.. Ok.. Enough of being a part-time environmentalist.. HAHA!

Today, I went for a wedding function.. The food is nice. But TOO BAD, I'm on diet. So I have to eat moderately.. HAHA!

Oklah.. Nothing interestinglah this week... OUH YA!! Anugerah!! The malay talentime programme.. I'm telling you, I think the judges need to dig their ears a little bit deeper.. HAHA! I really dunno why they everytime PRAISE LIKE HELL to Aliff!!!!! For goodness sake ah.. Aliff CAN'T SING HIGH NOTES SONG!!! But he can really control his voice in low key.. I must agree to that one.. But high key? NOPE! NOT AT ALL!!!! Everytime, he reaches a high key, he will turn to forcetto(you know the key where the voice sounds like girl like that) And I mean EVERYTIME!!!!! Then the judges will say, " You are using your own style singing that song.. VERY GOOD!!" For me, YOUR HEAD!!!!! If once a while, I don't mind... But EVERYTIME!!! That's not using your own style! It's just that, YOU CAN'T SING HIGH NOTES... THAT'S ALL!!!

Oklah... Got to go.. BYE!!!

Heya!!!!!!

Apologise for the late updates.. I'm SOOOOOOOOO BUSY with my work.. This will keeps on happening until my SIP ends.. 4 MORE WEEKS LEFT!!!!!!

OK.. First of all.. I would like to congratulate myself for LOSING ANOTHER 1 MORE KILO!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!! HAHAHA!

Last week was my WORSE SIP week! This is all because of that STUPID LETTER that I have to generate to the customer… I get insulted for such LITTLE MISTAKES!!!!! Argh!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!! Just because I put a ''/” between the Building Name and Unit No.. I get insulted by my supervisor.. She was like '' Your school didn't teach you how to write letter ah?''.. IS THAT A QUESTION!! But she doesn't sound that harsh lah.. The good thing about my supervisor is she doesn't get frustrated easily.. I think I'm just being very sensitive..

Not only that, I also got insulted by this Auntie who is the clerk in the Business Support Centre which helps print out all the letters that I did.. I'm suppose to give her an excel file with all the data of addresses for the letters.. Then she can just merge the data in the template provided.. But instead I gave her file by file (Can you understand what I mean? If you can't that's your problem.. HAHA! Don't bother to understand.. Just understand how I feel can already.. lol!) So after I send her all the files for her to print, she took so long to print out.. So I went over there with another intern.. And she sounds quite angry and explain to us on the proper way on sending the document.. The part which I'm pissed with her is when she said "IF YOU WANT TO DO WORK, BE CLEVER LAH".. WHAT!!!!!! WHAT YOU MEAN BY THAT!!!!

Because of that letter, I have to keep editting it, mistakes all over the place.. I also can't understand why.. Everytime when I asked to check, she will spot at least 1 mistake.. And I have to edit and ask the Auntie to print out again.. So can say in this situation, 3 people are really FRUSTRATED!!!! ME, MY SUPERVISOR and that AUNTIE..

- ME? = Because everytime my supervisor check the 40 over letters on my table, she will spot mistakes.. In addition, this is my first time doing the letter and I get insulted by two people!!!! PLEASE LAH.. If you wanna advise, advise properly lah, don't have to INSULT MAH!!! If I've been doing it for soooooo many times and still make mistakes, then YOU CAN SCREAM AT ME FOR ALL I CARE!!!!!!

- MY SUPERVISOR? = Because everytime she was the one that spot the mistakes and not me, I'm suppose to double check before asking her to check again before mailing it.. BUT I ALREADY DID!! Y! Y! Y!

- AUNTIE? = Because everytime, there's a mistakes, I have to re-edit and have to ask the Auntie to print out just for a single mistakes.. LIKE SHE GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO...

Haiz... It took the whole week just to complete that task.. But I think there's many lessons learnt.. I'm actually mad with myself. How come I didn't spot the mistakes.. I guess too many letters to check..

Anyway, that week had passed.. YEAH!!!! I'm soo happy... And this week, is getting better...
Ouh ya.. Before I forget, last saturday, I, Idah and Kelly went to the MENTORING BBQ SESSION.. The session is alrite.. Nice to meet the alumni.. However, 3 of us felt a little left out because we are the youngest among the rest.. And I think the bonding session starts a little too late.. It starts at 9p.m.. THAT'S NOT BONDING SESSION.. THAT'S GOING HOME TIME ESPECIALLY IF THE PLACE IS SOOOOO ULU WHICH IS LOCATED SOMEWHERE IN THE CHANGI JUNGLE WHERE I HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO MEET UP WITH WONDER WOMEN IN WHITE DRESS LAUGHING AND FLYING AROUND.. haha!

And Shamsul is offering me the NDP Preview ticket, the day before the BBQ session.. Haiya SHAMSUL! Why so last minute? But I kind of regret for rejecting the offer just because I wanna go to the BBQ.. ARGH!!!!!! I guess I'll be enjoying myself more at the NDP..

I'm not being mean ah.. But, it's quite saddening to see some seniors, just sticking among their groups and not bonding around.. And 1 of them can do business activities there! When we came to the chalet, she was in the room doing her spa treatment on one of the seniors.. Then she come out to eat… After that she was like " OK! I'm going off! Bye! "

WHY LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!

I thought, with the session being held, we might be able to catch up on some stuff. But it turns out to be a little boring.. Luckily I have Idah and Kelly who also feel bored there.. HAHA!
Oklah.. What a week…

Ciaoz!!!!!

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