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No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

-That's What You Get, Paramore


Thats What You Get - Paramore


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Sunday, June 24, 2007 ( 10:22 PM )

Yeah! I lost 1 kg this week! I actually aim for 2 kg to lose this week.. But it's ok!

Anyway, this week nothing much actually. Busy as usual.. I just can't wait for my internship to end.. 6 MORE WEEKS LEFT!

I'm sick now... I keep on sneezing until my nose hurts! I hope I get well soon by tomorrow.. Or else the whole office will get annoyed by me..

OK.. Let's see.. Nothing much for this week.. I aimed to buy the Nugeno Men for my face...Any comments about the product before I buy it?

Just now, I was about to buy it at Giant at Marine Parade but then this salesperson approach me.. I thought she was a representative of Nugeno Men.. So I ask her some questions.. But she seems very unsure.. Then when I ask about the Youth Radiant Nugeno Men, she said that "Your face are very oily. This product not good for you".. Then she introduced me to this Follow Me products.. Later, I realise that she was actually the Follow Me representative.. No WONDER LAH.. I just go with the flow and pretend that I'll buy it.. Then I bring the product to a corner where she can't see me, then I just chunk the thing on the shelf.. HAHA!

So people, just a piece of advice... You make the decision on what you want to purchase and then you meet up with the respective sales representative to ask in detail about it.. Don't loiter and ask any sales representative that was around... U must know which product they are representing...

OK.. Then.. I'm tired and want to go to sleep.. See ya!!!!

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Sunday, June 17, 2007 ( 8:33 PM )

OLA! YEAH! I’ve lost 3kgs!!!!!!

So this is my new blogskin! I had difficulty making amendments to this skin. The silly thing is that, when I was doing this thing, I forgot to save my previous template with ALL YOUR BLOG ADDRESSES!! I panic sia.. But luckily when I checked my thumbdrive, I found out that I’d saved SOME OF THE ADDRESSES before in one of my folder.. However, I managed to get ALL MY CONTACTS back eventually..

Wednesday! Was very fun! After work I went to Tampines to meet up with Rafidah, Hafidz and Samir… We met up at a coffee shop in Tampines.. It was SO FAR from the bus-stop that I’ve alighted.. That doesn’t include me getting myself LOST IN SINGAPORE! But luckily, Hafidz came to THE RESCUE! HAHA! Anyway, it’s kind of a good workout for me.. I’m still carrying out my exercise plan ok ..HAHA!

And again, everytime when we met, Hafidz will do something HORRIBLY FUNNY! Haha! I dunno how to describe it in words but I’M LAUGHING RITE NOW!!!! HAHA!!!!!!!! I can still imagine his face!! He was on the phone when this waiter coming from behind him, carrying a HONEY TISSUE PRATA or something, which Rafidah had ordered.. The prata was presented in a way that it looks like a shape of a mountain.. So it is quite big and tall.. I was sitting beside Hafidz. And this waiter coming from behind us,was trying to put the food on the table and stretch his hand between the gap of our heads.. So, this Hafidz who was busy talking and didn’t see that coming and then get a shock OF HIS LIFE and shout “MAK KAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUU!” (It means “YOUR MOTHER!!”) It was SO LOUD, that some of the people there turned around and look at us.. His face turned pale like as if he had seen a ghost!!!!! HAAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

After all the laughter, I decided to go home first because I was sooo tired… And I think I was BLUR that day.. I almost fell asleep when Rafidah was talking to me.... HAHA! Anyway, it’s nice to meet them all..

Today, I went shopping to buy some stuff.. I have SOOOO MANY things to buy.. I have still more stuff to buy.. So most probably I’ll go shopping again next week… My working life now is VERY BUSY!!!!!!! BUT I LIKE!!! HAHA!

ADIOS AMIGOS!!!!

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007 ( 5:21 PM )

HELLO!!!!! I bet you guys missed me rite? HAHAHA! Oklah... Due to high demand, I posts this entry so called as a BUFFER before I came out with a new blog skin.. I'm going to change my blog skin soon... However, this entry is not about any updates of my life..

I will posts another entry soon talking about my busy life recently.. I just wanna share with you guys on this song from Mariah Carey.. It is so inspirational to me.. When I heard this song, I suddenly became emotional.. Because it really brings my spirits up and it reminds me on how I managed to overcome ALL THE HARD TIMES that I faced so far... Especially several challenges that I face when I taken up the position as the President in my CCA..

Maybe some people jump for joy when they were chosen to take up such a position. But for me, the happiness comes later...

I need to face several obstacles that just keeps on coming one after another until it really affects me very badly that sometimes I just feel that I'm not being myself. The worst thing is that, I didn't expect some of it to happen but yeah.. IT HAPPEN! So I was dumbfounded.. I didn't know what to do.. Even worse, there were some problems that really put me in DILEMMA ... Until I decided to run away from these problems and so I told my advisor that I want to step down as President and also quit from the CCA.. But then my advisor said that if I want to step down, I need to meet the PRINCIPAL OF THE POLYTECHNIC!!! This because the LETTER OF APPOINTMENT was signed by him... After thinking it through, I decided to stay because I did not want to ruin my testimonial just because of my CCA..

So, from scratch, I have to gain back my strength to face the problems that was left unsolved and carry on with my life.. It's not an easy tasks though.. I felt very vulnerable. But soon I started to think positively and I manage to overcome the challenges professionally.

Now, I'm very happy that I managed to pull ALL THAT through!

So people! Lessons learnt from this story are:
1. Expect the Unexpected
2. Don't run away from problems because no matter how far you run, you will soon return back and the problems will still be there waiting for you to unsolved it..

Listen to this song especially the lyrics and you know what I've been through so far...

For those who feels like giving up in whatever situations, say this to yourself:
"I can make it through the rain,
I can stand up once again,
On my own,
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend,
And every time I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith,
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain "


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