welcome

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

-That's What You Get, Paramore


Thats What You Get - Paramore


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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ( 7:02 PM )

Today you sms me and apologise to me. I guess you have already read my blog entry...

If you want to know:
I have always forgive you. I would also would like to apologise to you because I know I also contributed to the conflicts in some ways. So please forgive me...

If you want to know:
I never look down on you as what you wrote in your message. In fact, I'm very proud of you as you are a woman with ambition. In addition, looking down on people is not my personality. It does not bring any good to me. If I do look down on people, it will make me feel proud. But it doesn't bring me to reality where there are other people who are better than me. So please stop accusing me...

If you want to know:
I feel sometimes you take things to the extreme. It's not that I don't want you to be involve in the work. Sometimes the degree of involvements differ according to the situation. Sometimes you force people to accept to your suggestion without a strong support for it. When we rejected, you start to show faces. Then you start not talking to me because of that. You are being unprofessional by mixing work and friendship together. Suggestions and ideas are to be shared and not to be forced. So please don't misunderstand me...

If you want to know:
The existence of this blog is for me to express my emotions within. Thus, whatever you might misunderstood me when you read this, is up to you. The most important thing is, I'm the one who wrote, I'm the one who understands it. It is all that matters. So please read with an open mind...

If you want to know:
I didn't reply to your message not because I'm still angry with you. It is just that I need time to settle down. I need time to reflect. So please give me some time...

If you want to know:
" Masalah yang melanda,
Datang tanpa diduga,
Mengoyahkan persahabatan kita,
Yang sekian lama terbina..."

" Bukan aku tak maafkan,
Bukan dirimu ku jarakkan,
Hanya ingin kita dapat ketenangan,
Untuk damaikan keadaan..."

" Biar reda masalah lalu,
Biar tenggelam dilema dulu,
Hingga keizinan dijamin waktu,
Keadaan kan pulih kembali padu...."

do you feel, what I'm feeling now?

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