welcome

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

-That's What You Get, Paramore


Thats What You Get - Paramore


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Saturday, October 1, 2011 ( 2:14 AM )

BODOH!! BODOH!!! BODOH!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! WHY U GUYS HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME??!! SUKA MESRA2 DEPAN AKU??!! Let me ALONE looking at both of u!!! TAHU LAH KAWAN... tapikan kita bertiga... kalau boleh same2 lah... JANGAN LAH U AND HIM ONE CORNER lepas tu tinggalkan aku sorang2... BODOHKAN!!!

Dah bih tadi... plan nak bebual... WE BOTH HAVE TO TALK... LIKE SERIOUSLY??? NOW??? USE UR BRAIN LAH BRO!! I came with u guys... then go back together ar... kenape nak kene asing pulak... padahal semua tinggal dekat... APE NIE???!!

AKU SERIOUSLY DAH MALAS nak layan korang... at first i thought i'm just being petty.. but sometimes, I just feel that I'm just OUT FROM THE PICTURE... iTs OK!!! GO AHEAD...

Ok... everything let out... I'M HAPPY!! ANYONE WHO HAPPENS TO READ THIS BLOG... PLEASE TELL ME... THANK U!! :D

Sunday, August 17, 2008 ( 8:40 PM )

HEYA!!!! I'm updating my blog again!!! And it's like 2 weeks later since my last one.. Not bad though... At least there's some improvements!! Hold on ar.. Let me give myself a pat at the back.. HAHA!

Ok, the last 2 weeks were REALLY EXHAUSTING... U know why? I TELL YOU WHY!! As I've told you guys previously, that I'm working as a tutor at Mendaki, which I have to go to 3 primary schools, one of it on Monday, then another school on Wednesday and the last one on Friday every week to teach Maths in the afternoon.. And then usually after that, I will quickly rush off to teach home tuition at 3 different places WISELY distributed within a week.. So basically my schedule are well-organised...

But however, for the last 2 weeks, I've been ADDING more THINGS into my schedule.. And that is RELIEF TEACHING at Bartley Secondary School... I have to relief there for about 1 month because the teacher that I'm reliefing is on leave for 1 month or longer.. So NOW my schedule basically is like, everyday, EARLY IN THE MORNING, I will go to bartley to relief from 7.30a.m to 1.30p.m.. Then if it's on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, I will have to quickly rush to teach at Mendaki... Then after that must rush off to teach home tuition... And roughly I will be back home everyday at around 8 or 9 at nite.. How tiring is that!!!

But who cares, I'm the one who wants to do ALL THESE THINGS!! It's not like I'm doing these for FREE!! HEHE!! But SERIOUSLY!!!! IT'S EXHAUSTING!!!! BIG TIME!!!! And usually, the EXHAUSTING part is VERY OBVIOUS when I'm doing home tuition in the evening.. I will like DOSE OFF in front of my students!! But my dose off is not like SNORING AND DROOLING AND ONLY WAKE UP 1 HOUR LATER!! It's just like for a FEW SECONDS only.. So I guess NO HARM DONE.. haha!

But for WEEKENDS, I'm FREE!!! SOOOOO FREEE!!!! FREEEE LIKE A BIRD!!!! Maybe BIRD might not be an exact animal to represent my freedom cause I don't FLY during weekends.. Most of the time, I will eat, sleep and sleep again.. HAHA! Ok how about FREE LIKE A CAT!!!! Yup!! That should do it... My cat is like that.. Like to sleep... You know, there's a saying LIKE OWNER, LIKE PETS.. haha! I dunno where THAT came from!!! haha!

Ok lah... That's it for tonite!!! TAKE CARE YOU GUYS!!!! TAKING CARE ME TOO!! and GO TEAM SINGAPORE FOR THE OLYMPIC!!!! MAJULAH SINGAPURA!!!! WE ARE SINGAPORE!!! STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE!!! SHINE FOR SINGAPORE!!

ok that's enough...

Thursday, July 31, 2008 ( 11:47 PM )

HIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

I'm back!!!!!! I'm back to clean up all the dust and dirt in my blog.. haha! One word to describe why I always take SOOOOO LONG to update my bloggy... The word is LAZY!!!! HAHA!
Sorry.. I just can't help it.. TIRED LEH.. OK.. From now onwards, I'm going to update my blog every week.. How's that!! My piece of advice is DON'T EVEN COUNT ON IT.. I don't think I can do it..

Ok.. Let's start! I'm now currently COUNTING DOWN to the date when I'll say HI!! to PULAU TEKONG! Sien.. Basically, 6 more months left.. DREAM ON ZUHAIRI! 6 MORE WEEKS left..
I'm so stress up rite now.. 6 more weeks left, and I feel I haven't do anything to prepare myself for NS.. SOOOOOOO, I kind of started my exercise regime for the last few days.. but I think I kind of exercise the wrong way.. Now I'm having this back ache.. And I can't even BEND DOWN!!!! HAHA! Like wat sia...

So yar, now I have to rest back for a few days before I start again my regime.. PADAN MUKA AKU!

This august will be my last month teaching at mendaki as well as teaching home tuition.. And my students was like "WHY TEACHER WHY!!!".. Awww... So sweet of them.. This kids, they are adorable but sometimes, they really get to your nerves..

Oklah.. before I end my blog, I have somethings to share with you guys.. Actually, my students shared with me about these stuffs.. CHILDREN THESE DAYS!!!! HAIZ!!!

Alrite! Here goes:

Translate these words in English:
1. Jauh Raja Pantai
2. Jagung Leher Pergi Muda
3. Ambil-Ambil Pergi Muda

GOT IT??!!! I know... I was SHOCKED TOO!! I was like WAT THE FUCK!! But that time when they share with me these joke, I was laughing along with them.. I can't help it but TO LAUGH.. I find it HILARIOUSLY INNOVATIVE AND CREATIVE to come out with this shit.. haha!!!! Ok!! ciaoz!!

Sunday, June 15, 2008 ( 7:36 PM )

Tomorrow is MONDAY rite? But let me tell you something.. It's not gonna be MONDAY BLUES especially for those guys who will be going to TEKONG tomorrow..

Many of my friends will be reporting tomorrow.. They are Nick ( my bestest friend in polytechnic), aaaaand.. mmmmmm.. ouh yar! I almost forget! Basically that's all that I know of.. WHAWHAWHA!

Whatever it is, I wish whoever of my friends that will be going to Tekong tomorrow, ALL THE BEST!! I'll pray that your NS journey will be a smooth and safe one.. MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARE!! RAKAN MUDA!! (it means something like MAKE YOUR NATION PROUD! lol!) And just a piece of advise for you guys, DON'T DRINK AND SWIM.. NOT GOOD FOR YOUR STOMACH.. TRUST ME.. haha!

I'm gonna miss them all.. How time flies so fast.. I still remember that last 2 weeks, me, kian ming, nick , zhejia and edwin went out and watched movie together at Marina Square.. We watched KONGFU PANDA!! And I'm telling you.. Whoever haven't watch it yet.. GO WATCH!! It's absolutely hilarious.. I like!!!

And then, we went to have dinner at PIZZA HUT.. Zhejia offer to give us a treat.. And seriously saying HE REALLY TREAT US!! Altogether he kind of like spent $200 plus for the dinner.. haha! Don't blame me.. I mean it's dinner for 5 people.. Somemore, he don't mind.. So I guess it's justified then.. LOL!! So moral of the story is THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH ZHEJIA!!!!! HAHA! But that time, I seriously keep on thanking him sia..

Actually, when zhejia said that he wants to give us a treat, I kept asking him, "WAT'S YOUR BUDGET?", so that we won't overspent.. Then he was like, "no need lah.. just order whatever you guys want." But I insist that he set a budget.. So he went on and said, "ok.. how about $200 plus".. And THERE!! So I guess, I shouldn't feel guilty after all.. Anyway, I'm not the only one eating. I wonder how Kian ming, edwin and nick feels.. Hmmm..

Overall it was VERY FUN.. I've enjoyed it..

Before I end my entry, just to countdown.. 3 MORE WEEKS FOR MY SISTER'S WEDDING!!!

Monday, June 2, 2008 ( 12:21 AM )

Hi!

Ok let me tell you something.. Sometimes, when you are want to request for stuffs.. Be prepared to give or do somethings to earn it.. Please take note, the word is REQUEST and not FAVOUR...

So here's my story..

One day, while I was accompanying my sister to this place, a representative from this tuition agency which I've registered with, called and told me that there's an assignment at Tampines.. I'll have to teach this Primary 6 boy, Maths only, twice per week, 1.5 hours each.. So I agreed to it..

Then two days later, this boy's mum message me and wants to meet me before I started teaching her son. She said she wants to brief me more about her son..
So I've met her today.. And she told me about her son who is the "heck care" kind of person and have some attitude problems.. And I was like " Ok.. challenging tasks "..

Then, after a few minutes of talking, THEN COME THE REQUESTING PART! She requests that I teach English and Malay as well... And she added that she would like me to teach 3 times per week during the holidays.. Eventually, I agreed to it..

Then she said that she will leave it up to me to make the extra charges without involving the tuition agent (as they will take 50% commision).. And so I calculated based on $15 per hour which I think the standard tuition rates.. You guys can check out any tuition sites if you want to see the normal rates.. But I've made a silly mistakes in my calculation and I've told her the wrong calculated charges.. And she agreed to it..

Then after I went back home, when I calculated it back, I realise that I've made an error.. I'm actually charging $30 cheaper.. So I've messaged her back and inform about the mistakes as well as the actual total charge..

GUESS WAT?! She replied saying that the charge is too high and she already had made an ENQUIRY (she didn't tell me to who.. But I feel that she must have clarify with the tuition agency itself.. how stupid of her.. because she say " don't tell the agency regarding the additions of subjects and time slot".. but in the end, she's the one who let it out.. STUUUUPIIIID!!!).. Then she added that based on the results of the enquiry that she've made, she told me that the amount that I was charging her was actually equivalent to the charge for an extra subject..

I was like WHAT THE FUCK!!! I mean EH AUNTIE!! Doesn't she realise that she requests for extra 2 subjects which are English and Malay!! Maybe she thought that the English and Malay was part in the initial charge.. But whatever it is, I think the charge is reasonable enough.. I mean you ask me to teach 3 TIMES PER WEEK LEH!! People usually asks TWICE PER WEEK.. and YOU ask for 3 TIMES LEH!!!.. TIME IS PRECIOUS YOU KNOW!!

Then when I explained to her how I calculated the charges, she was like "Why you never told me earlier.. U have change my plan".. I was like HUH?!! "U have change my plan".. So what? Is that a "YES! I WANT YOU TO TEACH MY SON!!" or a "NO! I DON'T WANT YOU TEACH MY SON!!!" or "YES! I WANT YOU TO TEACH MY SON BUT JUST STICK TO THE INITIAL PLAN WHICH IS TWICE PER WEEK!"

So I ask her, "So I guess you're calling the tuition off?".. and until the time I posts this entry, she haven't reply me yet.. I mean COME ON!! DON'T GO AROUND THE BUSH WILL YOU.. JUST STRAIGHT TO THE POINT!!

Haiz.. This people.. They want to request that lah, this lah.. but then NO MONEY TO PAY.. Then you think I what? SOCIAL WELFARE AR? I have a living to take care of leh.. Some more, this AUNTIE.. she HAVE 2 MAIDS YOU KNOW.. One for her and one more for her parents..

I don't mind if you don't have enough money.. We can negotiate the price.. BUT DON'T TRY TO TELL ME THAT I'M CHEATING YOU!!! YOU THINK WHAT?!! I GOT NO OTHER BETTER STUFF TO DO AR!!

Ok lah.. Got to go.. So basically, moral of the story is, CHECK YOUR MONEY BEFORE YOU START TO REQUEST THIS AND THAT.. IF NO MONEY, GO ASK YOUR MAIDS!!!

Monday, April 21, 2008 ( 11:00 PM )

HEYA!!!!

Firstly, I want u to just imagine.. You don’t have to go to work but company will still pay you.. ISN’T THAT GREAT!!!!

Just now, when I was about to get ready to teach at this primary school, then I received this SMS from my Head Tutor stating that today there will be no tutoring at that school cause the students are having their ORAL exams.. So I was like GREAT! THERE GONE MY PAY FOR TODAY… Actually, I kind of feel happy though because just now I feel a little bit LAZY.. haha! Anyway.. Then after a few minutes, another SMS from the Head Tutor, stating that the tutors will still get paid for today because it’s the primary school management fault and not tuition agency’s fault.. She added that next week we just have to SIGN ATTENDANCE FOR TODAY AND THEN YOU GET PAID!!! And I was like GREAT!!!! WAT A LIFE!!! HAHA!

Ok.. Let’s talk about FACIAL!!! WARNING!!!! Some facial can make you go BROKE!! HAHA! In my case, I’m deciding to CHANGE my facial products.. Currently I’m using this BRAND which costs me $400 per set.. And that’s doesn’t count the $100 more that I’ve spent each month to buy those stuffs that’s running out.. So can you imagine.. I think altogether I’ve spent more than $3000 on that product alone for 6 months!!!! The product is GOOD!! Many people can see the improvements on my face… But it’s becoming TOOOOOO EXPENSIVE!!! I need to find something much cheaper!!! I’ve check out some products on the internet and I’ve drill down to these few products which I think much cheaper.. Although some are not that cheap but at least less cheaper than the current product I’m using.. Ok.. Here are the followings:

1. Fancl
2. Vichy
3. Lustre Skincare

Basically THAT’S IT!!! But NOW, I’M REALLY INTO FANCL PRODUCTS!!! I’ve check out the website.. So far, good feedbacks from customers.. But I dunno lar.. A little bit CONFUSE here!!!! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!

PLEASE GIVE ME SOME SUGGESTIONS!!!!

But I think tomorrow, I’m going to go to FANCL shop and ask for SAMPLES.. Hope they have.. hehe!

See YA PEOPLE!!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008 ( 11:11 PM )

Hi!!! Hi!!!! Hi!!!!

Long time no write... U rite!!! HAHA!! I MISS BLOGGING!!!... But I'm a LITTLE bit lazy to update.. WHAAAAAT? There's nothing wrong to MISS doing something that you are LAZY to do? LOL! Ok let's get down to business... I'm selling KEROPOK!! Prawn flavoured Keropok.. I also have prawn without keropok, or keropok without "pok"... HAHAHA!

Ok.. Seriously, there are many things going on in my life since my last blog entry before this... And these things involves different kinds of emotions...

Let's start with ANGRY!!!! I'm soooo fuckingly MAD with my FUCKING COMPUTER... STUPID COMPUTER!!! I dunno wat's got into this ASSHOLE, it keeps on "HANGING" out of a sudden when I'm WRITING THIS ENTRY!!!! Then I have to keep on shutting and turn this SHIT on every now and then... ARGH!!!!! So IRRITATING SIA....!!!! ARGH!! I feel like going out there and buy a LAPTOP and then I can just throw this STUPID COMPUTER out of my window so that it will going to SMASH HORRIBLY ON THE GROUND WITH NO MERCY!!!!!

Fuuuuh! Relax Zuhairi.... Next emotion will be TIRED... I'm currently working as a PART-TIME TUTOR both home and school based... For school-based, I'm group tutoring at 2 primary schools... And for 1 to 1 home tutoring, so far I have 2 tuition assignments... So basically, I have to teach like 2 places in 1 day.. And the tiring thing is that, there is a big gap in the time between the 2 teaching sessions.. So usually after teaching at 1 place, I'll go home first and then go out again to go to 2nd place... By the time, I reach home at the end of the day, I feel sooo exhausted... And that's kindof explains why I'm lazy to update my blog, multiply and friendster... HEHE!

Next... SAD... My father was hospitalised and he's yet to be discharged... It all started with his wound at his left heel... And it kind of gets infected because of his diabetes.. And from there, series of events happen leading to his hospitalisation for treatment.. And he went for his first operation.. But it does not stop there... Things happen and he went again for his second operation and then his third operation... It's a long story... But the important thing is NOW, my father is recovering rapidly... that's wat matters the most to my family... Initially, my family was badly affected by this event.. But we managed to pull it off and be strong and faced this together.. Sometimes, things like these that makes a family become more UNITED AND STRONGER...

Enough of crying already... Now let's be HAPPY!!! Do you remember wat I wrote for my 2008 resolution in my entry? I've wrote that my resolution is to achieve DIPLOMA WITH MERIT.. And guess wat?!!! I DID!!! WOO HOO!!! THANK GOD!!! Seriously, I'm so SURPRISED when I read the letters regarding it.. I really didn't expect it.. And the letter also mentioned that I'll be getting something else... But I very SHY to tell ar.. HAHA! Ok.. It is actuallyyyyyyyyyyy... Don't want to tell ar.. WAKAKAKAKA! You guys can SLAP me if u want.. lol! Ok.. I'll tell you guys after my graduation ceremony.. How's that!!! haha!

Ok lah! YAAAAAWN! So sleepy seh.... I go sleep first.. Maybe tommorrow I'll tell you guys wat is it? IF I REMEMBER!!! WHAWHAWHA!!!!

TATA TITI TUTU!!!! CIAOZ.... HEHE!!!