welcome

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

-That's What You Get, Paramore


Thats What You Get - Paramore


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Friday, March 30, 2007 ( 2:49 PM )

Today, I went to school to print out some stuff. My printer has no black ink therefore all the other ink can't be use. How ridiculous? Just because of one ink empty, the other coloured ink catridges is not working. Then I have to go all the way to school to print which the printer there can only use the black ink. TODAY IS ALL ABOUT BLACK INK!

However, I don't mind anyway because if I stayed at home also I'll be bored. So why not go out and breath in the fresh air. But wait, I smell something. Ouh my cologne. I think my cologne is like killing me. I think I've used too much. While I was at the bus, I was having headache because my cologne smell is all over me. Too overwhelming! "TAKE THAT ZUHAIRI! PUT MORE LAH. NEXT TIME FINISH UP THE WHOLE BOTTLE!" Haha! I hope the smell didn't bother the rest passengers..

Anyway, I suddenly was thinking of this iritating auntie who was working at the Delifrance opposite the CHIJMES.(now the outlet closed already) It was a long time ago when I was waiting for my O level results. I was working there also. This auntie really irritates me because she likes to complain the way I work. There's nothing I do that will please her. I don't know why. Anyway, I don't give a damn about her because firstly, she's not my manager. She's just the dishwasher there. Secondly, the managers there like my way of work. So why bother with that lady.

So one day, when I reach at my workplace and went in to the kitchen to prepare some stuff. She was at my back and then she told me, "WAH! YOU WEAR PERFUME AH. VERY STRONG LEH! I CANNOT OPEN MY EYES! NEXT TIME DON'T WEAR TOO STRONG LAH! WHERE LITTLE BIT ONLY!"

I was so angry and told myself, "NEXT TIME I COME TO WORK, I WEAR EVEN MORE COLOGNE UNTIL YOUR EYES TURNS BLIND!" I really cannot take it at that point in time because she's been complaining whatever I do like as if she's the BOSS. I don't mind you want to complain my work because I know, I'm new there. But don't control my personal stuff lah.. That's really irritating!

Working at there, has been such an experience especially when I was praised by this european lady because I make GOOD COFFEE! Not only that. At that outlet, there are lots of europeans customer. So sometimes, you will be slapped with a very thick british accent. At that point of time, you will feel how bad your english are! haha!

I still remember once, when I was serving this two pretty european ladies. I prompt them to make order and she come out with this very DAMN thick British accent, "dfgsbgnsjshgndghjdhgjkdhjk....tea please". I was like so nervous because I can't hear anything else except the last part which is TEA. So I tried my luck and said, "So you want TEA is it?". Then she said, "Nope! I want vzdfbgfnshh..tea please". And accidentally, I spontaneously show my puzzled face in front of them and said, "HUH! Is it TEA?"
Then the lady gets irritated and repeat her order. Guess what? I still can't understand them. And in the end, she gave up and said angrily, "Alrite! TEA THEN!" And I was like , "THANK GOD, YOU'VE ORDERED SOMETHING THAT I UNDERSTAND!"

Such an experienced.. but in the end, I still quit about 1 months later because the workload was very heavy and the rate was like $4.50 per hour. NOT WORTH IT!

Actually, I am still at school while typing this entry. So now, I want to go home. Very tired leh. And later I and my mother will be going to look for herbs for my lovely, adorable cat, BOBOY. He's been sick lately. He has blood in his urine. I'm so worried about him. The first time it happened, we gave him some medical food and he looks better but today, it happens again. So must look for herbs for cats. No need to buy. You need to search for it and it is usually at grassy areas. My mother knows. And it really works for cats...

do you feel, what I'm feeling now?

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